I signed up to run Fleet Feet’s Women’s 10k this morning.
I ended up running a 5k.
It was 80 degrees at the 7:30am start. I was sore from bootcamp yesterday. By mile 2, I started to overheat and could feel my arms getting cold. Even though 6 miles is something I could have done on any other day with no problem, I knew today was not the day to push it, not with this kind of heat index.
So, I listened to my body and veered to the left with the 5k runners when the course split.
I schlumped to the bus feeling pretty defeated. In my head, I rattled off the reasons why listening to my body is important but there was still a lingering feeling that I “should” have been able to push myself, I “should” have run what I signed up for no matter what.
I have spent the rest of the day with a massive headache, drinking tons of water, sleeping and generally feeling like crap. Thank goodness I didn’t listen to those “shoulds”, aka my ego. Thank goodness I recognized my limits today. Being active and being an athlete and pushing ourselves to greatness is amazing but there is a limit to be recognized on any given day otherwise the cost could be health or safety.
Sure, there will be other days where I will push myself when I’ve hit a wall, be it 6 miles or 26 miles. But today my lesson in limits, in my limits, hammered home that listening to your gut can really keep you safe.
